Brief..... but oh well

Hey!

It's been a while. A bit has changed. I'm a junior in high school now. WTF IS THAT? How am I already turning 17 on thursday? THAT'S INSANE! I am so close to college I can practically taste it! (WSU here I come)

I have decided to double major in Psychology and journalism. :) I am in 3 chours (Belle Voci - Inglemoor HS, Amore - NWGC, Ensemble-NWGC), I still take piano lessons.... this year I am auditioning for the school musical (Legally Blonde) as my dream role is Elle Woods! (I would gladly except Vivienne or Brooke though). I'm taking AP English Liturature and Compostition, Ap US History (APUSH), IB Math Studies, Family Psychology (Next semester I'm taking interior design), Belle Voci, and Spanish 200. I did an acting school 2 years ago, it was awesome. I took drivers ED last summer (and passed my written). I plan on taking the driving exam in December. I got a new cat as my other cat passed away. I HAVE BRACES! (That's reasonably substantial riiight?) I am having them time of my life and also not. Bullying at school has increased, but so have prevention efforts. I feel safe reporting that now. I have met someone who makes me happy, and safe. :) (more so than the others ever did) I'm super excited about being closer to leaving this stupid small town. I want to be away from all of this! I can't wait. Anyways, that's pretty much it..... Just wanted to check in.

see Paul, I didn't forget... I found a moment. :)

Feelings.

Feelings come and go.

Some choose to stay.

I wish he could just know.

But his heart has chosen to stray.

And yet you find it prevalent

to go about your rave and rant

and rub it in my face.

You think it's fine,

but in reality it really hurts.

I don't know if you'll ever realize,

But my feelings haven't gone away.

For you I still have eyes,

This infomation I, however, must not relay...

mainly to you

and yes this is true.

I say you should realize this

we've been perfect since that's first kiss.

It happened on a Thursday,

Did you know that was a dream of mine?

I don't think you knew.

But it was.

I miss you, I always will.

I love you, yes still.

Maybe one day you'll want me back,

But I can't just sit around waiting for that.

When you realize the truth of this let me know,

then my feelings for you will show.

Until then, friends we will be

until the end, or maybe even our new beginning.

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Hello???

Morgan? You out there? How ya doing?